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Tismin

Tismin atentin deg akwmani, di kra n wanda teddiḍ. Xas tikwal nessetḥa yis-sent, nutenti d timagantin (naturelles). Win ur teṭṭif tayri assa ad teṭṭef azekka, am aken is inna umedyaz alatini. Win ur nḥulfa yagi I tismin, du laqrar ad iccirew yis-sent kra n yiwen wass.

Tismin netḍent γar tayri u ulac tayri war tismin. Issefk akw-ya ad nenni d akken tismin d tawtilt n tayri seg ul, acku tayri seg ul tugi beṭṭu u tugi ula d tikti n beṭṭu. Akka I tella, win iḥemlen ur izmer ad ibḍu ayen iḥemmel d wayeḍ. Maca, ma tayri d annar n tismin, akw iramsuten (passions), akw ifrayen (sentiments) ibedden γef dnuc zemren ad tt-id slalen. Llant ula d tagmatt d tdukli iccuren d tismin. Ifrayen iyemmaten daγen ur ten tezgil ara. Tikwal, anamek I nettak I tismin d akasan, d aγucu, d ayen n dir. Maca tismin I γef ewwigh awal, d tidak n tayri, n laḥnana, n twernant (affection). Tismin-a tekkint deg ugnug n seɛɛu (instinct de possession), ayen riγ righ-t I yiman-iw kan. Tismin ccurent d tayri-imaniw.

Maca ayen is ittwawecment tismin s umata d tudgi n rwaḥ n wayen illan d ayla nneγ, ma illa wagi izga-d deg ubrid n ifrayen.
Llant kra n tismin izrren deg iṭṭellisen u fell-asent addud ur fessus ara. Akli yussem γef umassil ines.

U dagi ad nsami taywalit (animalité) u aql-aγ d uydi, d uqjun. Nettwali kra n iqwjan ttexbibiḍen si tismin. Tikwal, yifi-t ma yunef asen yiwen, ma iɛemmed asen, acku zemren, am imdanen, ad dreγlen si dxeḍ u γeẓẓen neγ ad ccen. Kra n iqwjan, am imdanen daγen, timti ar ḥulfun ttwaḥemlen ttekmumusen di teγmert, u ittbin-ed uγilif γef udmawen nsen, ttruẓẓunt wallen nsen u ula d ibedbi nsen sellaw. Maca akw iywalen (animaux) u γur amasil ttasmen u dagi ulac asurdu ulac ccek! Yerna waqil cfiγ γef yiwen umedya n tismin n iywalen n uctal deg yiwet n taγaḍt ur nezmir ad tteqqim deg umkan-is ma yella win islufan I weqcic s dat-s. Tiγeḍten ttwasnent s ccuq!
Nezmar ihi ad d-nenni d akken tismin atent-in di myal tama, deg umaḍal aywali neγ deg win n imdanen, tzeggwir I kra n tenḥecwart (émotion) tafrayant. Maca llant tismin d-ittlalan ala γer umdan : tismin war tafakult (sebba) neγ ur nemɛin ara, tid akken isen ggafen afud imi d asurdu kan I llant, d netta kan itent isenfufden. D tamacint igarzen nezzeh I usarẓeg n tudart. « Win yusmen, I inna Mass Mairet, ad isufri di tayri-s, di talwit-s u di tzengart-is (orgueil), deg ugnug n seɛɛu d uγmar (domination); u asufri yagi ad t-yerr ad ibγu ad issufri win I t-issufrin. »

Atan wayen isarfawen di tismin, d akken timsal akw iqnen γur-s ur teffeγent ara ar wayen ilhan u tikwal tettawweḍ ula γer tudart, γer temgarḍt. U anect-a ittawweḍ-d ula ma tismin ur telli γur sent tafakult, u dagi d tuzrra deg aṭṭan d tiselbi, d aqmac n wallen d ubarrez. Nwala yagi tismin ssedrewcent irgazen at tissas u tuza yasen tazmert d teγzint (laɛqel).

Alfred de Musset, di la Confession d’un enfant du siècle, isken-ed yir udmawen n tismin. Nwala deg-s amdan iffeγ usirem u idren yir ussan xas tayri ur tengiḥ, ur tγur. Yiwet n tmuγli nniḍen n tismin, I iǧǧan amdam ibat kan, d tin illan deg ungal n Ernest Feydeau, Fanny, ungal illan zik ittwasen aṭas u yuklalen ad yili ula tura. Deg udlis agi, anda ilaq ad nnadi γef tidett s daw teẓewwin n ufrayen, bu-tismin, amdakkwel n yiḍ n yiwet n tmeṭṭut izewǧen, idder ussan d uḍan d netta d iẓemmi deg iman-is imi tameddakkult-is γur-s argaz u yid-s I teggan. Wagi macci d amedya n tismin war tafakult. Maca Fanny, d tammeṭṭut yufan iman-is, d tameṭṭut izemren I yiman-is u ur isenguguy kra, terra yas s waṭas n teγzint I umaddakwel-is : « Yak tezriḍ belli zewǧaγ mi iyi tḥemleḍ. » Tismin, dagi, d ayen I issefk ad yelli? Anect-a d ayen I γef d-illa wawal aṭas. Imdanen ur zmiren ara ad ewwten deg win yusmen γef urgaz n temdakkwult-is; Maca tilawin, s umata, ttwalint temsalt akken nniḍen, s udem nniḍen. Snent ad bḍunt gar wayen illan fell-asent d atafer, d aγan (devoir) d tayri, u ahat akken ma llant, am Fanny m-teγzint, m-leɛqel, batent amek tezmer tayri ad tasem deg utafer. Anect-a ifka I tmeṭṭut, ittwalin irgazen nniḍen s nnig urgaz-is, amek ar a terr tikli agi macci d ayen n dir imi ul-is ur eddi ara d wigi I tettwali. D asentel n Manon Lescaut, ungal n wacḥal imelyan n ilmezyen, ur nessin tudart, dren s neyya, s tmelsa (innocence). Yerna, γef tismin, Fanny d Manon ur mgaradent ara; ur nezmir ad d-nenni anwa imi tefka tegnitt ad yasem, anwa I illan d amganu (normal).

Irasm (Érasme) inna-d d akken tismin, d aramsu nniḍen, d aṭṭan kan. Issefk a nessemgired, am akken iga M. Mairet, gar tismin, war tafakult u d tismin m-sebba xas tagi ur tṛessa ara akken I wulem. D tamenzut I d aṭṭan, I d tiselbi, d issiḍ, imi, am tiselbin akw nniḍen, tettnaγ deg ulac, deg ilem. Maca, tisnat d tawernant illan ur neffiγ I kra n tlisa izegren γef annar alsan.

Llan kra n irgazen, nek ad inniγ uḍnen tismin u ur skanayen ara neγ ur ttaken ara I tlawin nsen ula d tiqit n twernant neγ n tayri. Usmen din, qqimen din. U ur ttnadi ad tegzuḍ ayen, d aṭṭan. Tismin nsen tettefγ-ed s kra n tqedeccin tixnanasin u tikwal sseḍsayent, maca nutenti d tazwara n tiselbi, I tura neγ I uzekka. Ttwalin di kra n urgaz ar a yaẓen ar tlawin nsen, win ar asen tt-iksen, ar as tt-yawin. Sakin ttnaγen u, tikwal kkaten, tilawin nsen ula di berra. Ttnadin myal tiγmert, myal takwatt n ixamen nsen ma ulac kra n urgaz ifren. Nedllen, ttzemmimen ixxamen nsen γef tlawin u ula d akken ttwalin irgazen nniḍen anda tger tiṭ nsen, am Harpagon ittwalin imakwaren di myal tama.
Bu-tismin agi d bu-tqaqacin n warrac. Atan yiwen, iṭṭsen ar yidis n tmeṭṭut-is u iffeγ-it laman. Ma ewwit yiḍes, dacu ar d-iḍrun? Ittnaγ d yiḍes maca ur izmir ara, allen ad uγalent ad zzemment si nadam. Ma ar d-yakwi, ittnadi tameṭṭut-is, iḥtec deg-s, isfarfud I iḍaren-is. Ma semḍit, deg iḍ mi I tewwi tnafa, tekker u tuzel ar umeddakwul-is!
Atan wayeḍ iqnen tameṭṭut-is ar usu, u ula akagi, ur iggan ara war-aγilif. Iqqar : tilawin d tizarmatin!
Ahat d tidett tilawin ḥarcent, maca ma ar d-γlint γef irgazen am wigi, inni tfuk fell-asent tudart, fuken wussan ilhan.

Tamettut tecrah s kra n tismin n uragz-is. Maca anda llant tlisa; macci d ayen fessusen ma tili d …agarruj I γef qnent wallen.

Tigi akw ḍerrunt-ed ula I irgazen, imi ula tilawin snent I tismin tikli. Maca imi nutenti ulac γur-sent tazmert u imi errnan-tent irgazen, ttarrant-ed ttar deg ixxamen u ttarant tudar I urgaz d ilili. Llant tid iṭṭafaren irgazen nsent ula γer umahil u llant tid isen iseḍfaren wid ar aten iɛassen alma ttwaḥecmen, alama setḥan gar medden si tikli am ta.

Yiwet n tmeṭṭut tγil argaz-is iḥemmel tilawin timecṭaḥ, dγa tesselmed as I mmis akken ad iqqar : « baba d aγwezfan u iḥemmel tiwezlanin ! » Tgerrez tmeṭṭut, igerrez usegmi (ttrebga) am wa.

S imedyaten-a ineggura ihi, aql-aγ di tlisa n tiselbi. Maca tiselbi, ama s tismin ama s wayen nniḍen d asentel nniḍen. Ad d-zarbeγ kan I wawal s ya acku times n tayri yifit ma ur as ildi yiwen, ubujad am nek, tawwurt.
Ulac ar d-ssuksaγ, ar d-lemdaγ s yin. Maca, xas tikwal tismin d aṭṭan, tayri isent ismentagen ur telli d tin n tkarkas. Akka kan I d iramsuten n umdan. Akka kan I d amdan.

M.A.U

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